Out of No WHERE!!!!

So today i  was on  my  way  to   find  Bk.  This dude  got on the  train  and  set  right  in   front  of  me .  So  i  had  no  choice  but  to  look at  him . The dude  looked  right though  me . like  i  felt  as  if  he  was  looking  for  something.  But it  was  something  about   his  eyes  that  made  me  not make  my   normal  face   when  men  look at  me.   lol All  he  said  was  " Your going  to  be  okay .   and  Ur  time  is   coming   just   wait.  Its  coming " and  smiled  and  got  off  at the  next  stop.   all  i  could  do  was   smile  and   cry  cause  i  knew  who  is  was  and  why  he  was  there.   My  thoughts  about  me  were   starting  to   be   more  then  my  soul  could  deal with .  And  that  is  so  not  me.  
 As  the  days   go  by   it   gets  better.   When  i  think about   what   life  has   brought  me . The   lessons  I  have  learned.   The    friends  at  has   came  and  gone.   The  people   who   thought   i  couldnt  do  it.  And  the  ones   who   has  stood   right  beside  me   though it  each  day .   I am  blessed and  my  happiness  is  coming.   I know   it   and  when  it do   its  going  to  be  Sings  Golden in  my Jill  Scott  voice.   Lol  
     Everything   happens   for  a  reason .   Things   fall  apart  so  great things  can   come  together.  I  get  it   now No  lie  i  got  ALOT  of  work  to  do on  self.  I am  not  going  to  lie  I am  not  perfect  .  Honesty  i am  full  of  flaws and  some  other  things  that  has  no words.  My  faith in  myself  was  broken ,  i  question  my  self   because  of  others   thoughts  of  me  .  Which  is  really  not  the  way  to  be   But   it  is  what  it  is.  But the  lack of  self  love  is  the  worst. And  i am  really  working  on  it.
  My   friend  made  me   get on   cam   just  to  talk to her  because  of  the things  or  so  more  the words  of  others  that get  under my  skin.  Which is  more  then  cool   cause   its  like  ass  holes  everyone  has  one. So  i  should   have  let  the  shit  go  but  i allowed  it   to  hurt  me.  Hurt  is  like  sex. Its one  person  to  allow  the  other  person  to   touch  them..So  u  can  only  get  hurt  by  the  ones  u  allow  to  hurt  u.  
  The  people  who  have   stood   right   here  with  me   though  this   .  I  thank u   alot   even   if   u   don't  think  i  do   . Thanks  alot  cause  with  out   alot  of  ya ll  i  wouldn't   have  made it  this  far  .
To  the  people  who  thought  i  glistened  do  it .  and   feed  me  the  negative  about  my  want  and   needs   for  this.   Thank u   too.  cause  u  don't  know  what   u  have   done   for  me.  all  smiles  promise.  Cause  i am   really  blessed .  

   I am   going  to  go  though  alot  of  changes.  and  the  ones  i am   going  though   now  just   being me.   I   hit  my  low  point  all ready   there is  nothing  someone  can  say  to   break  me  down  .cause  i  already  been  there.
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 lOVE  ASHLEY
 Learn  to  love  self  .  cause  no one  is  going  to  love u   like   self  and   god.   Nothing  should  break u  only  make  u  a  better  person .  More  beautiful  then   ever.